She Smiles

When I look at her she smiles.

Her smile warms me and invites me.
It invites me to the special place she calls her heart, the place she keeps under close watch always on guard.

She invites me but doesn't want me to enter, at least not just yet even though she knows that her heart is were I long to be.

She tempts me subtle yet blatant and still not obvious to the common eye. She wants me to want her and she wants to want me as well but she needs me to deserve her first.

She looks at me and I smile, a warming smile at that hiding mixed emotions, confident yet scared and happy but sad. Confident I can make her happy scared that she won't allow me, happy she acknowledges me but sad that its only that but yet she still smiles and it still warms me to the core of my existence.


Patience is a virtue but how long will she wait or how long will I? She is worth the wait for I would wait lifetime after lifetime just knowing she would grant me one single moment just to dwell in that place I long to be, that place she invited me.

Her heart................