I could never love her the way she wanted me to. I could never love her more than myself. I couldn't put her feelings before those of my own. I hurt her, but only to avoid myself from being hurt. I cheated her I filled her head with empty promises which I knew wouldn't ever be kept. I wanted her, at least for the time being. Knowing it was only gonna be temporary I still promised her forever, who knew forever was so close.
She wanted a companion, I wanted a warm bed to lay in. She saw deceit, I saw a compromise. She looked towards the future, and well me I couldn't see past my watch. She said this isn't fair, I said life isn't fair. She said well then this can't be life, and I said life is what you make it.
I am like sweet candy, appealing and tasty but in the long run simply I'm no good, I'm unhealthy and can be detrimental if consumed in large quantities. I am like fine wine enticing to the lips but intoxicating not allowing you to think rational. I am your fantasies fantasy I am to good to be true, maybe I should have told the truth, but what is truth accept a persons perception of a situation. Well then here is my truth.
The truth is that I'm simply selfish.
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